KENVI!

2010-09-02T08:18:00.001-07:00

Not going to delete this space, but I shall proclaimed this blog to be

DEAD AND GONE.

for now at least!

2010-07-04T10:35:00.000-07:00

Okay my blog's officially dam dead. Not dam, it's decomposing.

I don't feel like updating anymore cause I got nothing much to blog about, but here goes:

Comparison between the 1st movie and THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. It's cool that the first and last movie has the same sort of movie poster and the words change from ' The magic begins ' to ' It all ends here. '

OMG I CANNOT WAIT~

139 DAYS COME ON!!

Just came back home from Yan's wedding at Furama hotel. Nice. School tmr -.- But its not as bad as last week, DMA CA2,MMR AND LSC CA1 OVER ALR! :D

Since i am not going to update my blog anytime soon, let's end epic-ly.

I have realised that someone you love is not really someone worth your love, and vice versa. Been dumb enough for quite a time now, no more. Been too emotional enough and affected too much by you that it's getting numb. I know it still exists, but I have forced it to go away now.

And Change is not working at all.

Never again, never once, never will.

2010-05-20T09:06:00.001-07:00

Okay, my blog is kinda dead.

LOL.

Dam slpy, i actually forget to update my blog for like 3 weeks. Nevermind, next time!

Highlight:

- got a personal cue!

- OM ca1 done!

- chelsea = winner of epl and fa cup!

- and preparing to die cos i have work and MMR/DMA is due nex week!

And yea, my life jus goes round and round.

2010-05-01T09:55:00.001-07:00

My 1st time clubbing!

HOHO. Went to supper club with nadiah,louis,janel,hylman,inez,steph,charmaine x 2 and of course fairli! 1st experience was kinda fun, although bouncer dun really quite believe i am 18 -.- dam fun sia, i cnt believe i actually danced! All becos of the alcohol dat made me high. haha, we actually played choo choo train ard e place and passed e hat! LOL LOL.

Then ton at mac all e way till morning with charmaine and nadiah, took 1st train home and den slp till 4pm before going off to ah man uncle's hse for bbq. Tiring but my 1st clubbing is FUN!

Okay, going to sleep now, cos:

- working tmr at 930 am :(

- chelsea v liverpool at anfield! omg cnt wait!

- pool camp nex week!

- dmc connect nex week!

- iron man 2 i wanna watch!

And that's about it, fellow clubbers, club again soon! XD

2010-04-25T09:07:00.000-07:00

Watched Kickass and Shutter Island during the weekends. Kickass was AWESOME, Shutter Island was well, thought provoking? LOL.

Super worried now. Alot of cca stuffs, school stuffs in year 2 is shit, and dere's still work to juggle. What if it really gets busy? I am already feeling busy now, sian man. And i decided to apply for car license after my NS. I need $$ for other things now.

I am starting to be a hater more and more everyday. Everything is fucking unfair. Sucks ttm.

SCHOOL AND WORKING AFTER SCHOOL TMR! HAIS.

BUT CHELSEA LEADING 3-0 AGAINST STOKE! :)

2010-04-18T02:33:00.000-07:00

As if Man United scoring in the last min is not sian enough, we lost to Spurs 2-1. 1 game and now from 4 points, the gap is 1. I suddenly think about the terry's slip in the UCL final a few seasons ago I got a feeling chelsea wun win e double this season. Nerves are cracking up. Just 3 more games to win, COME ON CHELSEA!

And..

SCHOOL'S STARTING TMR!

omfg dis is freaking fast, from mugging for econs and ipra, attending e hugely anticipated Paramore concert and enjoying my 6 weeks of holiday, year 2 starting. I am not ready!

Been rotting at home today looking thru school stuffs, hais, see u guys tmr den.

And for e 2142141412 times, my life need to move on. I cnt stand people/parents thinking i am spoilt even though i know i am not.

2010-04-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

My only wish now:

3 DAYS GRACE TO HAVE A CONCERT IN SINGAPORE!

Damn, that will make my life. Seriously. Omfg, i have been watching their concert videos on youtube, sibei jealous. And RIOT sound so effing good live. Esp e beginning.

3 days grace ah, wasted. But i cnt wait for The Good Life's MV!

If you feel so walked on
So painful so pissed off
You're not the only one
Refusing to go down
You're not the only one
So get up

Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot

Animal i have become, acoustic, OMFG.

2010-04-13T09:30:00.000-07:00

Gems Registration:

I got into: FILM APPRECIATION!

And what's best, so did khairul,nigel,jolyn and fairli! WOOOOT, now dat is some nice company for gems! And it's time to have lessons again with chew and khai since we were like sec 3! HAHA.

Watched Ju-On with sitt,fairli and nadiah today at cathay. Stupid show,LOL! Then meet up with e rest like yuva,hylman,charmaine x2, ushaa, daph, amirah, and etc to makan den went to e top of OC and walked around town.

Going to play pool tmr with nigel, work on thur, poop prep camp on friday, and work on sunday and e school start again, FUCK! This is so goddam fast, ok dun wan blog alr, cos :

CHELSEA V BOLTON! WIN AND WE WILL BE 4 POINTS CLEAR, JIAYOU!

2010-04-08T08:38:00.000-07:00

This is the time when you want to say:

' F-U-C-K '

to everyone.

' Date Night ' with khai and germaine was cool. Nice show i like. Went walk walk and bought a new zinc bag pack which was exactly same as weiqiao's. Mac-ed and germaine went home ferst. Me and khai went ard staring at pretty gals and ugly guys. LOL. Urgh, not that sense of desperation again, benson.

Working tmr, I better not see Shin Wei cos i dk how to face her, and doing 3D! WOOOT, finally smth slack and i can watch Titans for free! :D

3 things on my mind now: Universal Studio/Pool prep and actual camp/GEMs to take

That's all for now, finishing GG season 2 soon! Update nex time when i wan to.

Pretty girl, can i have your number? :))

2010-04-07T09:49:00.000-07:00

NIGHTWALK!

Nightwalk was great. But tiring,LOL. Reached school at like 7pm and den yea, prep for night walk. Met many new frens, haha, i shld have help out in e whole CASS camp la! It seems so fun. Camped in t5 basement to scare with yuva, fiona and juliahla.

Yea but went home feeling dam tired, slp e whole day, skipped work. Sorry GV!

Why is it when you love someone, they don't love you back, and why when you don't love someone, they keep coming for you?

Why is it that when someone you want to talk to always avoid you yet the one you want to avoid keep talkking to you?

You are driving me crazy. Not in a right way. Yea i am a bitch. So I am sorry if you are hurt by my decision.

LOL OK STOP DIS BENSON, i am not dramatic, never will be. So let's leave it here.

Going out with germaine and khai tmr! (hopefully)

AND AND, timetable's out! we are offically DMC/FT/2A/02

WOAH WOAH, new time table rocks ttm! But what on earth are modules like CB? MMR? Guess i will find out in like 11 more days. I cannot fucking believe 6 weeks of break jus going to end like that. I am still the same. Time is too fast for me. Fuck this shit.

2010-04-06T01:50:00.000-07:00

Going to help out in CASS's camp's NightWalk soon.

Super lazy and sian to go la, hope it all turns out well. I still got work tmr! DIE.

Dam sian to update blog alr, till the next time!

And I hope i made the right choice.

2010-04-01T09:57:00.001-07:00

I know it's 2 April now, but anyways:

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS &

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!

-cnt wait for man u v chelsea!

-need my fringe to grow thick! it's fugly now.

-need to get new berms.

-want a car license

-need to grow taller

It's offically 17 more days till school reopens. Holy cow, dats fast. So freaking freaked out man, soon, i will be going to NS alr. hais. Watched Whip it with nadiah,yuva,hylman and sitt ytd at cathay, nice show. Ellen Page was fantastic as usual.

Then went pennisular, saw some mega sale going on, boots, merchandise, bags, jerseys and tees, dam tempted but nvr spent, I still need to get a new bag pack!

Went gym and den pool training today, free pool = shiok. And there's pool chalet and pool prep and pool camp coming up, dk going or not. And heard there's a night walk to be helped out for cass foc camp, cool.

Working tmr :( Double pay but doing box, SIAN TTM! GD NITE.

I need to watch Clash of The Titans. And i am looking forward to 02 chalet!

_l_ to everyone.

For once people, WAKE UP.

People don't get it, do they?

2010-03-29T08:54:00.000-07:00

It feels so good to EXPLODE.

Yea i cnt tahan anymore. Sorry to hurt ur high ego.

Work today was weird, funny customers made my day, LOL. Den went bball seeing zu pei soon (duno how spell) downstairs. Shoot shoot den went home, super shag, duno why. Lol.

Anw,

Tmr: Gym w yuva and den watching kidnapper with wq

wed: most prob catching Ju On with 02s!

thur: ??

Fri: Work??

Sat: MAN U VS CHELSEA I CNT WAIT!

jio-ing ppl go out watch tgt! (:

Yup dats about life for this week. School approaching as each day pass by, i want to die :(

And i feel so much better venting out everything on fb. Lol.

Gd nite, dam tired, i swear i can drop down once i see my bed.

2010-03-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

Can't wait to watch:

1) Ju-On

2) Clash of the Titans

Went gym today with hylman and yuva den went for pool camp briefing. Then training for like 1.5 hour, or free pool in dis case. Woot, so shiok cos my breaking and stroking and potting accuracy improved! ( i think )

Currently trying to be super active in twitter and tumblr. It's hard! Going to alif with wq/vic soon. And i need to continue on GG!

2010-03-22T09:03:00.000-07:00

Tmr = birthday = results day.

Thanks SP huh.

Getting freaking bored, and lifeless even though i am turning 18 soon. And april's coming, school's starting and everything is going to be back the same as before. I hate my life. Not being emo or wadeva but yea, hate it.

Shall look forward to my long sleep and upcoming 02 chalet, and dere's work tmr!

2010-03-21T07:21:00.000-07:00

Been watching a lot of Gossip Girls lately. Midway thru Season 2! I know GG is sort of a girly show, but duno why i liked it alot, even better then skins! The characters are just so much more complex and cooler.

In just about 1 and a half hour, it will be 2 MORE DAYS to my 18th birthday. So dam excited, cos 18th = legalisation. Means i can get alcohol, betting, and maybe go for a driving license. There is if i have the $$. But i bet there's still a looooong way to go. Guess i not doing much for my 18th birthday like the rest, its just another day. Shall keep my 18th boring and i make sure my 21st bday is a big one. And a month more till year 2 starts, GOSH.

Going back to sp for pool since a loooong time. Maybe i should help out for e pool camp and also maybe help out for cass camp since louis said i could be a scarier in e night walk. LOL.

Work today was shiok cos was doing 3D and watched ' How to Train A Dragon ' for free. Nice show. After work, went alif with wq and lay jun to makan dinner den go home. Shall go back to watchin man u v liverpool, and CHELSEA LATER!

Going gym tmr, bye.

Mini Wishlist:

- hit 166 cm and above!

- longer fringe

- go universal studio by may!

2010-03-18T10:04:00.000-07:00

HAHA hylman let me see dis pic.

Super cool and funny.

I need to meet:

Chun hao,tseung jun, and my infocomm cca FRIENDS!

tony romas peeps!

Boring day. Went gym, den jason came over since we got nth to do and started playing console. And i rotted in front of my lappy e rest of e day. Should have been to work. But working floor and 3d dis week, super duper happy! No need scare down $$ or count wrongly for dis week!

Going ECP with 02s tmr, gd nites.

And of cus,

Thanks pearly for the advance gift, like it alot. :)

2010-03-16T14:42:00.000-07:00

It's 543 am and i am blogging about Chelsea's exit from the Champions league.

Chelsea 0

Inter Milan 1

It has always been like that. 1st leg we played well, got an away goal. Second leg at home, we did play good, we moved the ball but it was just the finishing touch that was lacking. Chelsea dominated e game, and STUPID Inter could only scored on the counter. I wanted to blog because it's jose's return to Chelsea's homeground and Inter actually won both legs, 3-1 on aggregate, but it was such a diff story when I am watching the game.

Last last season, we were a penalty kick away from winning the champions league when john terry slipped. Last season, we were a minute away from going to the champions league's final when Barca scored in the 94th minute with their only shot on target during the entire game. This season was not so heart-breaking but it was still sad to see chelsea dominate and lost to once their wonderful manager. No luck and justice, chelsea.

Woah, i feel like i completed an wonderful article for soccernet, Wonder who even reads my blog -.-

Not whining anymore, over's over. THERES STILL E EPL! It's 6am soon, good MORNING and hope i wake up before 3pm. Ciaos.

2010-03-14T07:23:00.000-07:00

Firstly:

It is exactly 10 more days to my birthday!

Omfg, time flies. FLIES. ARGH. And soon i know it, NS,car license all piling up. I need $$$!

Been going out a lot lately, and i swear i spent more on ez link den on anything else. Sucks to be a poly student when u are using adult fare. I have to top up minimum once a week. And it's e holidays, just going out such as gymming and jus lepak also is painful because of dis stupid ez link fares and i never even buy anything at all when i go out.

That was a random but true paragraph. Worked 3D today,den went it fair find vic and charissa and wq's frens. I swear its like paramore concert, freaking crowded and stuffy. But got alot of CHIOBUS! LOL LOL. god dammit, i am so going to get an it fair job nex time! ITS SO MUCH WORTH IT! LOL. ARGH X @$!$!$!$!@$!@$!@!@.

I don't want this holidays to end. But it has to. I don't know what else to expect from myself and others anymore. No point dwelling by blogging. This is the perfect time, Benson.

Cannot wait for this move. Looks pretty cool, 3 hours also! I LOVE LONG MOVIES!

And people dat i dun wan to talk to are pestering me like fuck. And people dat i love to start a conversation with are making me pissed off with what they said. The irony. Now den i noe dere's no justice in this world.

and i miss tony romas, TO THE MAX.

2010-03-11T08:09:00.000-08:00

I just realised how much i liked Paramore after their concert(lazy to upload pics, all in facebook!). Hell of a time, mosh pit was hell, but jumping to e songs and screaming out loud is simply wonderful, HAYLEY IS SO GODDAM SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL!

Apart from concert, working was fine, 2 days nvr kena anything bad, so its cool. Had my typhoid injection. Lol. Then today went gymming and bball. Tired ttm, esp after my injection i still go and play. GG.

I am going to play psp soon, been ages since i last touched it. And my hair sucks ttm, stupid barber, grow hair grow! Few more weeks to my bday! And about 1 more month till e start of year 2.Time please stop! And again, my life's getting too boring everyday. I want to change, but what?

Going it fair tmr with jason,nigel and wq. Let's hope nex week trip to ECP with 02s will be cool. And i am going to plant my hair with water everyday. NITES.

I settled downA twisted up frown Disguised as a smile, well You would have never known I had it all But not what I wanted Cause home/hope for me Was a place uncharted And overgrown You'd make your way in I resist you just like this
You can't tell me to feel The truth never set me free So, I did it myself
You can't be too Careful anymore When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out a little more
More
More
More, more
Open your eyes like I opened mine It's only the real world.
A life you will never will know
Shifting your weight To throw off the pain Well you can ignore it But, only for so long
You look like I did You resist me just like this
You can't tell me to heal And, it hurts remembering
How it felt to shut down
Can't be too careful anymore When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out a little more
More
More
More, more
The truth never set me free The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free
So, I'll do it myself
You can't be too careful anymore When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out
Can't be too careful anymore When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out
More
More
More
More, more

2010-03-07T22:06:00.000-08:00

Ripped from Amanda's photos.

Paramore concert was crazy,insane,fun and scary ttm. Mosh pit was INSANE!

Update soon, going to work later, dam sian. Ciaos.

2010-03-06T08:23:00.001-08:00

Work sucks, sucks more when u wanna eat but u wanna puke as well.

That's how i feel after work, went home and slumped to bed for like 3 hours.

Gotta recover benson, cos tmr,its PARAMORE CONCERT!

dam excited u noe! Gd nites, meeting with the rest at 1130 am tmr.

Update soon after e concert!

2010-03-05T08:35:00.000-08:00

Apart from watching alice in wonderland with yuva,hylman,louis and nadiah.

This week is all about:

PARAMORE CONCERT

tomorrow!

OMFG I AM DAM EXCITED, FIRST EVER CONCERT, SO GODDAM FAST!

Nadiah,yuva,amanda,charmaine and daph,

Let's rock our assess off!

Working soon, ciaos!

2010-03-02T03:29:00.001-08:00

Polarising photos using itouch is cool ttm:

HOHO, I know i very sua gu but i like! Dl-ed alot of other aps into my itouch! SHIOK TTM!

ANYWAYS:

IPRA IS OVER!

which means:

- Paramore in 5 more days!

- Year 1 offically ended, Year 2 going to begin very soon.

- Holidays start! 6 weeks babbbbbbbbby.

- Results are on 24 march, on the day of my birthday, WTF! so my bday is either going to sucks or rocks.

This is scary. Time is moving, But i am not. Was so looking forward to paramore in 2009, and then, it's coming up dis SUNDAY. OMFG.

So it's time for daily routines of sleeping till 2pm, playing soccer/bball/pool, and enjoying life for 6 weeks which i am sure passes like 6 days. Paper was alright, went to city hall to walk walk with most of 02s after today's paper, bought a top man top, woot.

I hope i am not turning crazy, the only thing i can do, is to make some effort. I am not like last time anymore, not to you this time though.

I WANT TO SLEEEEEEP!

2010-02-26T08:55:00.001-08:00

- I need some fucking respect.

- I need to talk to alot of people in my life.

I wanna be bad so badly. And maybe, this is the best way out. And yea, i am becoming fucking superficial. Hoho.

PARAMORE IN AROUND 1 WEEK'S TIME! OMG SO FAST!

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you. Let me inside. Let me get close to you. Change your mind. I'll get lost if you want me to. - 3 Days Grace

2010-02-24T08:23:00.001-08:00

I almost forgot:

INTER MILAN VS CHELSEA

omfg, i am going to watch via internet becos i got no mio tv.

2010-02-24T06:46:00.000-08:00

A proper update before IPRA exam:

Work box today. Smooth, but realised many many senior citizens bought tix and saw some dmc mates but they nvr see me. HAHA. Then signed in watch ' ALL'S WELL END'S WELL 2010 ' with nadiah and weiqiao.

Not a bad show. Funny, so much more better den tooth fairy can. After e show, we help cinema 2 to open e lights, and me and wq went back batok mac to makan and homed.

Feeling of watching a free movie at ur work place is seriously shiok TTM!

Random rambling like always. Realised dat in order to be good, we need to be a bastard. And sometimes being a joke is better den the one laughing. Lol. Idk wad i saying. I decided to mass msn everyone in my msn like some crazy idiots, I jus talked to some 4e3 classmates and tmr, Tony Romas, DZPS, and goes on. Yea, time to be a faker.

Maybe you guys dun get what i am saying, oh well, forget it.

I know this has been what i blogged everytime, but i realised time passes dam fast. And i know everytime i blogged about changing I don't,so here goes everything again. But i have to one day. And in just a one week:

-PARAMORE CONCERT ( I AM NOT EVEN READY YET )

- HOLIDAYS OF 6 WEEKS WHICH I THINK TIME TO EARN MORE $$ AND A LOT MORE TIME TO GYM!

- BUT DAT HOLIDAYS IS GOING TO PAST SO FAST LIKE E REST

And exactly a month from now, it will be my bday. I cnt believe i will be 18 soon, alcohol, clubbing, pubbing, whatever shit, guess i am a good boy afterall. Grow up benson.

It's been a while since i soccer/basketball/pool. I am not going to wait for IPRA to be over. Jason,vic,jing yang, anyone?

And idk wtf but dis is e detail-est post of yet. Not going to update anytime soon, becos i gotta mug IPRA! 1 week people. HOHO.

- for e record, that was totally random.

Maybe i should continue watching gossip girl tmr and watch lovely bones. Everyone is talking about e latter, i think i a bit slow,LOL.

2010-02-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

Test using my itouch. Editing using blogger.

Econs test sucks, it was hard even when u read at first, it looks pretty easy. I lost 9 marks due to pure dumbness. Argh, it's over, time to look forward to ipra -.-

Gym was dam crowded at night, but it was okay. Rofl on kfc. Went home and call me sua gu or wad, used blogpress, tweetdeck and files lite for my first time. Ultra cool, now I can study thru my touch!

Working and signin in movie with wq tmr. Ciaos!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iTouch

2010-02-22T09:00:00.001-08:00

ECONS!

Die. Nearly everyone is complaining about tmr's paper. And staying home trying to mug has been unproductive. I am jus reading and when i see a part full of diagrams and description, i jus SKIM thru. LOL. Dam poly, making me lazy ttm.

And it does not help when i keep getting distracted by my lappy and itouch. And going to jason's hse to blackjack. And losing 2 bucks, but have to be thankful dat i was suppose to lose 20. Poor weiqiao.

I shall go slp now and continue ' mugging ' tmr. Paper is in the afternoon, and there's still IPRA.

2010-02-19T09:53:00.000-08:00

Today was not really a bad day:

Went SPH to collect pay with amanda,jolyn and charissa. Then went back to school for IDEAS presentation. Kind of stupid, oh well. Planned to meet jason and co at 6 plus, so went to plaza sing with 02s to see them buy tix for their v day show, den i went back to JP to meet nigel,jason,wq and wx.

Caught 720 show of Percy Jackson, Pearly was behind me actually,LOL. Show was nice, i liked it alot, esp when wq was explaning greek mythlogy to me which made me understand. I guess i am a new percy jackson fan from now on! But nothing still beats harry potter.

Met vic for supper with e rest at alif, den then we went to jason's to play blackjack. Lost at ferst but in the end, nvr. Wq poor thing ah.

Working tmr, CB! I mean candybar,sian ttm. Then meeting family for dinner. Sunday and monday i am going to spend them mugging for my econs exam on tue, i will, i need motivation. Then its IPRA den year 2 going to start, gotta start working more!

Ciaos.

2010-02-17T08:37:00.000-08:00

Back from Batam!

Batam trip was good. Not fun, not boring, okok. The go karts and massage was super great, and the things there are cheap, esp e tops! And i dun get sea sick so easily when i board the ferry, yay!

My second time overseas, first was to malaysia on starcruise, now is the trip to batam, i realised how beautiful singapore is. The place dere seriously are slums, people dam poor thing, kids are riding motorbikes at the age of 12, and the traffic dere is dam dangerous, motorbikes just cut across our tour bus, it was to the extent that my tour bus hit a bike and thankfully, nothing much happen to the rider. And 6500 = 1 sing dollar dere, so the things look pretty ex but in fact, kinda cheap. Got some cheap but nice tops for myself.

Golden view hotel was great, the people literally treats us as kings, or let' say, every tourists. And when i got back to singapore, i realised i am pretty fortunate.

What an eye opener.

More photos but these are the main ones.

Gymed today den went to school did DVPA and some of ideas. Work going to start pretty soon, i need to mug my paper and seriously, me and yuva were like saying last sem, ' finish sem 2 and paramore concert is waiting for us! '

And now, sem 2 is ending with jus one more proj and 2 papers and no more school. DAMMIT, and i swear my life is going nowhere.

And i am not going to be affected anymore, i shall live my life and not others.

2010-02-13T07:53:00.003-08:00

Firstly, HAPPY VALENTINE + CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Random photos:

Family gathering plus ' Group of Guys ' (inside joke.)

Apart from the exams, holidays actually has started. Shiok ttm. Paramore coming super soon, and today, i went gymming with the usual ones, GOTTEN MY ITOUCH, spent time on it and i think i am addicted, and went to makan reuion dinner! HOHO

Going off to Batam at around 6 am, SEE YOU GUYS ON TUESDAY!

XOXO,BENSON!

2010-02-10T09:05:00.001-08:00

HAHAHA, what a fucking joke.

I know life is good, but i wanna whine in this post:

- I want an itouch!

- I wan be taller by like 10 cm -.-

- I am not rich, I wan to be rich.

- My life need to change

- I need just one more spark in my life. Where is it?

- I want to change my phone.

- I need to start saving up becos in the future, i am bound to take up driving and i need $$.

Okay dats super random, But it all makes sense, sometimes i duno when i will explode. Not going to complain becos people may think i am spoilt.

Welcome back nadiah! IVP test was alright, wrapped up DVPA filming, went to eat dinner with relatives, super duper full. Done my NW!

And paramore coming super soon!

2010-02-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

Mugged, Chionged, Studyed for a few more weeks, and it will be the

HOLIDAYS!

Bear with it, benson!

Going to watch Chelsea vs Arsenal now.

GDNITES.

2010-02-06T08:15:00.000-08:00

Work at box office for e ferst time today. Quite okay ba, only need to rmb credit cards prices etc. Den went to play bball with jason,sean, and wx. Fun till my leg have blisters again, pain and i am wearing socks at home! LOL.

Yea, I am super tired, not e ferst time dis week. So many things due, i shall not list down, but dis is scary, nex week will be lesson, den follow by cny which i am going to batam!, den after cny exam, den holidays den i am year 2 alr, OMG, DAM DAM FAST LA!

CHELSEA VS ARSENAL TMR!

And dere are so many movies i wanna watch"

1) The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

2) Alice In Wonderland

3) Percy Jackson

4) The Wolfman

5) Valentine's Day

Give me the love.

Hoho.

2010-02-04T07:05:00.000-08:00

SAYING I DON'T CARE!

maybe today was not as bad as i thought. :)

And i wanna watch a MOVIE so goddamn soon, and now i gotta do my freaking econs!

2010-02-03T08:02:00.000-08:00

I am updating again! Because:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO SI PENG! STOP GROWING SO TALL LA! I AM DAM MALU TO WALK BESIDE YOU OKAY! :))))

Work today was shiok ttm, so slack, i like!

And i miss you guys, even if u are reading this or not. TONY ROMAS FTW! LOL.

School tmr, argh argh, gd nite people. And GL to wq working dis fri, starting out candy bar, hope your trainer dun bully you =X

2010-02-02T22:55:00.000-08:00

So i changed into a new specs now and looked like a total geeeek. Hope looks good though, no choice, spent $$ alr have to wear rite.

And this specs is giving me a fucking headache. Went to walk walk with vic thru gombak and back, went home i slp at like 1130. Early rite! Then today wanted to go gymming wit yuva,louis and hylman and head was too pain to even move out of my bed. ZZZZZ. my routine is ruined!

And i am going to work now with dat headache. Thankfully, i m doin floor :)

Sucks to be me, only day dere is no school, but dere's work -.- Plus headache drain my time away. ZZZZZZZZZ.

2010-01-31T07:04:00.000-08:00

- Sun burn for dvpa filming

- doing ivp essay

- ipra done!

- wp due soon!

- gems tmr present!

- nw soft news!

- working tmr

- i wan to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

2010-01-30T04:38:00.000-08:00

Gym-ed today with yuva den played bball wih jason,vic,wq,nigel,wx. Stupid Gerard overslpet. LOL. Super tired, never played bball for a long time to become so shag. And the sun is so effing hot dat i think me and jason got some mini sun burns on our skins. And god was like playing us, rain pouring den not, making us run to seek shelter, den nex instance, e rain stopped. FAILED.

I feel like dying. There's DVPA filming tmr, one of the most time consuming proj in my opinion. Good luck everyone in waking up early! And i am so going to be tired, so STOP PROCRASTINATING BENSON!

On a brighter note, i spent my first pay getting a new specs frame! FINALLY. Woooot, and a even better thing, my degree never change! Means i can rotate specs soon! MUAHHAHAAHAHAH.

And i think i deserve better for myself.

This post is too boring without a pic, So here's chuck bass for you. One of the coolest and complex charactor in gossip girls in my opinions.

Shall abstrain from updating.

2010-01-29T03:40:00.000-08:00

' You are not the worth afterall. '

This is the time when projs are piling up and hectic time coming up. Dam poly, making my life lazy and more lazy even though a lot of things to be done. Nothing much to update, but i guess this shall be a procrastination post and remind myself what's to do so i wun forget.

Tmr going gym maybe den i heard from amanda nadiah got competition at gombak! Jiayou jiayou! Sunday got DVPA FILMING,so i am going to spend a lot of time with yuva,louis,char,amanda and joyce.

-mon need to present GEMS SKIT, WORK AFTER DAT

-tue WP FINAL TEMPLATE AND IPRA REPORT DUE.

And there's still IPRA REPORT 2, NW CA3 SOFT NEWS WRITING, ECONS EXAM ALL COMING UP. GODDAMMIT! I WAN TO DIE ALR! -.-

At least today its friday. most prob going to alif later, like finally after so long. And i wanna get all LIFE STARTS NOW album songs from 3dg and also get a new specs frame, and watch movies like THE IMAGINARUM OF DOC PARNASS or wadeva e spelling. Anw, my life jus needed that one more spark to make it brigher,LOL.

End off with a cool pic of a cool band :

On a side note, Gossip girl and sum 41 ftw!

BURNLEY VS CHELSEA TMR 1AM, RMB TO WATCH BENSON!

2010-01-27T08:49:00.000-08:00

I hate headaches.

Lucky econs test was not so depressing or else i will have die at home due to headache.

( nothing to say, my life's a bore )

Bye!

2010-01-24T07:56:00.000-08:00

Cool picture!

Last To Know

Three Days Grace

She just walked away
Why didn't she tell me
And where do I go tonight
This isn't happening to me
This can't be happening to me
She didn't say a word
Just walked away

You were the first to say
That we were not ok
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
This was my first love
She was the first to go
And when she left me for you
I was the last to know

Why didn't she tell me
Where to go tonight
She didn't say a word
She just walked away

You were the first to say
That we were not ok
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
This was my first love
She was the first to go
And when she left me for you
I was the last to know

I'll be the first to say
That now i'm ok
And for the first time
I've opened up my eyes
This was my worst love
You'll be the first to go
And when she leaves you for dead
You'll be the last to know

I'll be the first to say
That now i'm ok
And for the first time
I've opened up my eyes
This was my worst love
You'll be the first to go
And when she leaves you for dead
You'll be the last to know

How real this song is, 3 days grace FTW!

Tmr school starts, work at nite, econs test haven study, gems and ipra due. I think i am not going to update so much.

And this makes my day:

2010-01-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!

Went watch tooth fairy with louis,yuva,mark,nadiah,nina and hylman at GV jp ytd. Kinda look forward to GV since i working dere,HAHA. anw, movie was horrendous, worst movie i seen in 2010 since this like e number 2 movies i watched in 2010 because it's only January. after dat, walk walk den see nadiah go pierce her ear.

Worked today, candybar was alright, i think i nvr down $$ cos katherine nvr say anything, means my 1st counter opening was a success! Then went jp with nadiah, she bought a cap, den meet jason/wq/mum/bro at jp also. homed and working tmr. Sian, tired, Gems, econs test, ipra report, wp final template, dvpa filming all due, FML, and i mean FML to e max, F.

I need to control:

- My laughter

- My mood

- Myself

I am in love with ' i see you ' .

2010-01-19T07:42:00.001-08:00

I don't know how to tell between truth and lies anymore.

Fack man, my hair jus turned black becos i anyhow use a dye i duno. ZZZZ, i feel super tired/pissed now. I think i change a lot since sec 4, and i realise i am being very restless these few days. I have been feeling super pissed easily and super agitated for no reasons at all. What's wrong?

I already think i am a good enough human being, and in the end, it's what I think that really matters.

Just rambling random stuff . I swear i am gonna explode from all these shit. One day.

This shall make me feel happier at least for once this week. There are more of her in armani photos which are goddam hot i swear. But i guess they are too hot to be posted so i shall post this. Okay hylman, megan fox is HOT. <3

2010-01-17T06:29:00.000-08:00

I hate this fucking shit, even though this is something that i cannot control.

Nevermind, chelsea made my day.

7-2, fucking pwnage. Superb.

Work today, dam tired, nadiah came to find us and had mos burger. My wallet was like broke til i have no notes and only a 20 cent left, poor me. It sucks waiting for pay to come. I wanna buy a itouch, new specs frames, dye my hair, and of cus needa return mum money. ZZZZZZZZ. Working tmr again, sian ttm, i am skipping gems! :)). And i am getting pissed with facebook.

Dun care,benson.

2010-01-16T06:05:00.000-08:00

Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIQIAO!

Sweet 16! Good luck for your O's! Alif sooooon.

Anway, school ytd was boring. Econs i seriously dun get it, ideas was wasting time again. 3 hour break slack around in sku. After school, went out wit some of 02s to esplanade. Went to the sky roof or garden or wadeva and slack and talk. Shiok. We should seriously go out as a class and slack more tgt!

Daph's last day in school. Oh man, i am going to miss you loads! Stay strong & happy and pretty! See you real soon!

Geeky specs is cool! LOL. i am so going to dye my hair more brown cos its really fading ttm and also get a new specs frame!

IDEAS And IVP due nex week, plus dere's econs test soon, darn it. Working tmr at amk the whole day, den monday after sku working in gv. Hope i can sustain and not be tired, jiayou benson. On a side note, i am starting to hate people who acts pitiful and then everyone show sympathy, like seriously, WTF. I guess there's just me, cos i hate ppl who fakes as though they know everyone.

so dat's life for you, unfair. Sad.

On a brighter note, 50 more days to PARAMORE CONCERT! wooooooot!

2010-01-12T07:06:00.000-08:00

Leighton Meester aka blair waldorf!

You are my new idol!

School today, chiong and handed in WP. Met vic to go wm walk walk, wanted to buy a dickies bagpack, but wm sucks, design so lousy. Then in the end, my plan to buy a bagpack became a sling -.- Bought myself a converse sling bag instead. Ridiculous quality but i like its design, my zinc bag is going old, so i shall use this from now onwards! Yea, so now i am kinda broke, left 44 in bank. Pathetic, 2 more weeks! and my pay is so going to come in! (Y).

Watched just for laughs gags asia version which is film in singapore. SUPER FUNNY! ROFL ROFL. My fave prank show finally in SG! And dere is american idol tmr! WOOOOOOT! REMIND ME TO WATCH!

RANDOM:

- My brother is 165.5 cm at the age of 13. I am 162 or 3 cm at the age of 17. WTH! I AM SHORT NVM, BUT MY BRO IS LIKE !$#!@$!@$!@$@. sian, life sucks, cheer up benson!

- Listening to ' Mockingbird ' by Eminem. Old song but currently the song dat i am addicted to. Shall upload it soon!

- NW test on thur!

- I wanna soccer, bball and pool sooooon!

- I want instant $$!

- My back's ache-ing, i hope its not gymming too much causing strain, darn.

- PARAMORE CONCERT IN ABOUT 2 MONTHS TIME!

On this note, i shall go watch Sweeny Todd!

2010-01-09T22:50:00.000-08:00

I am getting pissed and annoyed because:

1) I lost my calculator.

2) My hair is getting irritating and i am going back to e same old stage of procrastinating if i am going to cut it.

3) I scald my hand during work ytd when i touch the corn boiler. Or wadeva it is called.

4) My lappy mouse just spoilt.

Anyways! Working ytd at candybar was alright. Learnt how to make popcorn, scoop dem up, make corns, key in items, open cashier and counter, etc etc, qiqi was training me! Good thing though, manager only give me to work ytd, means e next day i am gonna work is like nex monday! WOOOOOOOOOOOT~

Fell sick ytd after work, puke all these, man,sorry amanda and nadiah if i did anything stupid? Dam sian, slp dam long at nite. And my wp is so going to screw up, guess i am going to stay back with louis and yuva tmr and do, beats staying at home doing nth, chiong in school tmr so i can slack at home! (Y).

And i am going to batam during cny, finally a holiday -.-

2010-01-07T08:27:00.000-08:00

This is getting fucking annoying and ridiculous.

OMG OMG OMG OMG! LOOOK AT THIS! DEATHLY HALLLLLOWS!

nyeah! Dam shag, saw jason and co at open hse today, played soccer leading to blisters. Yuva 's sick,so GWS bro. Trying to do econs, now, super shag, i mean SHAG, my eyes are closin but i wanna blog about dis poster! OK GD NITE! CANDY BAR ON SATURDAY! DAM NERVOUS AND SCARE MAN!

I am looking for a need, not a want anymore.

And i am referring to humans.

2010-01-05T07:28:00.000-08:00

OMFG.

I jus realised in about 2 and a half months time our sem will end and year 1 will end, which means year 2 is coming in 3 more months. WTF WTF, DAM FAST, i have barely understood e modules dis sem even though i promise i will pay more attention den sem 1, SCARY SHIT.

This is boring so i went and watch gossip girl! Kinda slow but i dun care, at least i can watch smth after skins 3.

And i think blair and jenny are dam hot!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!

IVP TMR,dam early la, and i dun wanna do my wp/gems and ideas. STUPID, EXAMS COMING ALSO, I SUPER LAZY TO STUDY AND DO PROJS! POLY IS MAKING MY LIFE LAZY!

ARGH, off to bed!

This is getting desperate.

2010-01-02T08:16:00.000-08:00

Work today with charissa,amanda and jolyn at toa payoh. Some event thing for omega milk, HAHA. Yea, i was doing alone opposite e 3 gals, luckily amanda came and talked to me! and help me staple, LOL. That's about it luh, sorry people, kinda no life becos i working tmr from 12 to 9. FML, work work work, but nvm, last day of holi, work finish school start, back to normal days of procrastinating. And think about the $$ dat is going to pour in next month! Yea, so I went and reward myself with :

-A white Skinny

-RECOIL TEEEEEEEEE!

And i like this pic:

But sorry for sitting liddat in ur hse, daph! HAHAHAH.

I shld be doing now wp and ideas, i seriously got no time and i dun wanna do anything cos i got work tmr. SIAN TTM!

ENDURE BENSON, ENDURE!

New year, but does everything changes?

Or will it be the same?

2010-01-01T03:51:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year! It's

2010.

I still am puny but i am 18 years old this year!

2009 sucks, seriously, apart from the 1st half of e year because of e o lvls break, 2009 was alright. Every year sucks la actually, but this year i met dmc02 and peeps like CHARISSA, yuva,louis,nadiah,daph etc etc ( The whole class la! ) are those that I will never forget and that i spent the most of my time in 2009 with. And at the end of 2009 i met peeps like Rain,Qiqi,eddie,eric,xavier in GV which are also really nice people.

Spent the last moments of 2009 at daph's house with a few other 02s, chatted and joke and played, awesome. Trained home and spent the first few moment of 2010 with vic,wq and wl at alif AGAIN. New year new start, so i ate egg onion prata, but that is because egg prata queue was jam. -.-

I am not going to make any resoulutions cos its dam cliche and i dun wanna care about anything. 2010 will be the year i hope that i am not as dumb and stupid as 2009 and really i get moving on. Did 3D in work today, watched avatar like twice and i realise e soundtrack is goddam good. Boring work but SLACK TTM. For now, good bye to 2009!

Lost behind words,

that we could never find.

2009-12-30T06:20:00.000-08:00

Caught sherlock holmes with vic,jason,nigel,wq and wx at The Grand Cathay on monday. Nice show, I already know e ending since i watched it in gv most of e time when i am clearing halls during work.

Work ytd, den played soccer at nite (Y)(Y) with jason,vic,larry,dhirish,jimmy, etc like some girls dat happen to be my bro's ex classmate, kinda cute la. Then today also work, dis few days talked a lot to Rain, nice name, nice guy. Did floor thruout, kinda panicked when e manager ask me to go help out in e candybar, i wonder how i am really going to cope once i really started on candy bar, i love doing floor! And i wanna do 3d cos can watch avatar, again and again. Nadiah poor thing, worked after me at nite these 2 days den the crowded queue until all the way to e arcade. Pay day still long though, i cnt wait for my pay, i wanna get some recoil tees to match my skinny. And i super tired now.

Awesome pic, lousy performance but i am glad we still won.

And i wanna watch dis movie so goddam soon:

Jude law, johnny depp, heath ledger. Awesome cast.

Off day tmr den i think gymming and off to daph's house. Wonder who going. Haha. And GEMS, WP FLASH AND HTML PAGES are like due and i not even starting, nex mon, which is like 4 more days or wad. Fook la, i duno how to do flash and html, DIE DIE.

CIAOS.

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?

2009-12-25T23:29:00.000-08:00

Super random pic i found on e net, but main point is, i jus started work with GV ytd, as part of their ' cinema service crew '. Sounds cool but pay is kinda low. Nevermind, work ytd was alright so i dun really mind.

I am lucky i did floor for my ferst day and xavier was my trainer, very nice person, plus she in sp also. Poor nadiah started with candybar which was e hardest among all, i did e easiest job by tearing tickets and clearing halls. It will be super paiseh if i see any ppl i know cos i loook a dumb retard tearing tix cos my shirt and pants were super big and baggy,FML. But lucky no one i know was dere.

Ended at 4 am in the morning, lucky got extra midnight pay. Cabbed home with the e coupon they gave me and had a long chat with e taxi uncle, cool. Homed, slp at 5, wake up at 2 and i am blogging now. And what's worse, in jus a few hours i need to get ready to work again, this time from 8 to 4 am AGAIN,and when i reach home tmr morning, i need to slp and den continue my gym routine and den go to work from 4 to 1am. WEEKENDS ALL BOOK.

And I seriously wanna watch sherlock holmes so much after seeing people watchin it ytd during work.

I am going to like miss chelsea's match later on, i need to chiong my gems and also need to chiong my wp cos i haven even started, Thur's got daph's party and den tue and wed i am working again, den next sat i am also working, this time some event with charissa and amanda and joyln. And i miss alif, LOL, I feel dat i make work sound like a torture!

I FEEL LIKE DYING ALR! OH MANNNNNNNNNN. Benson, stop procarstinating and bear with it! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$~

I really need to make time now by seriously doing my gems and planning when to go gym, i dun wanna strain myself, good bye, off for work in like 3 hours time.

And thanks jing yang and wq for msging so late to ask how was work,LOL.

2009-12-23T23:59:00.000-08:00

I have to put old 3DG songs cos i realise

ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME is getting better each time i listen.

And Adam grontier performing PAIN live using acoustic guitar is awesome. Esp his voice.

So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me.
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me,
Somebody help me tame this animal.

Update later.

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(edited)

Went for xmas gathering party at sandy godmum's house ytd. Hell lots of fun. People like Aaron, min, brandon, etc etc were all dere. Played games like murderer, trying not to let the wine cup sink, balloons fight etc etc. Exchanged presents and i got a set of facial cream which i doubt i will ever use,LOL. but nvm, thanks for e great party!

Today nth much, wanted to rot but den jason jio me go ton, so went out with jason,wq,jeremy and wen liang. And later Chze Kuan. Went town walk walk play pool, left at 1230 am liddat while they still wanna ton, so i board the red line all e way alone! Super long journey, i thot i will have been bored to death but i actually spent e whole journey texting merry xmas and keep resending it cos of the networks jam.

And so, is 2am right now, I am going to sleep like now and wake up at like 3 or 4pm. Because i am working tmr from 8 pm to 4 am in the morning. God. Xmas work until morning! I hope it all turns well if not i swear i am going to quit after tmr.

Anws: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUZAIFAH!

May man u not win e epl!

And of cus,

Merry Xmas!

xoxo,

Benson

For fuck's sake, stop faking.

And i am going to be bad soon, because i have enough of all this.

2009-12-22T08:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUVA!

MAY LIVERPOOL WIN E EPL AND U BE MORE BUFFED UP DEN U ALR ARE!

ENJOY UR DAY!

Just one more person, to make my life that even better.

2009-12-21T08:59:00.001-08:00

Using Google Chrome! Kinda cool but the interface giving me headaches. -.-

Anyways, yesterday:

AVATAR = SUPERB MOVIE!

Watched it with jason,vic,wq,wx and nigel at wm. Wanted to go JP,but no slot, so we went wm watch at 9pm. Then after dat chiong home to watch chelsea. Dammit, shld have extend lead by 6 points la, drew to west ham -.-

Today met up with nadiah to go job hunting. Went to IMM, den decided to go to GV TIONG BAHRU to try our luck. Really managed to get in i guess. If all goes well, means i am starting work this friday during xmas. Sian. Low pay but working in cinema sounds kinda cool. Means i need to juggle my work, school stuff like projs, ccas like guitar and pool, going out, going to e gym, having fun with frens, etc etc. Sad uh. But $$, heh, hope i wun be no life and keep working, cos most prob me and nadiah will be like working during school term also.

Anw, after our interview, we nth to do, so we prank called amanda,joyce and jolyn. Then jio jolyn went ECP to CYCLE. LOL LOL. Haha, cycled for 3 hours kinda fun, ate stingray den went home, saw wq and wx den alif a while. Dam slpy, tmr maybe going gym, which meant YUVA IS GOING TO GIVE ME MY PARAMORE TIX! YAYNESS.

New life gonna start, lol, Reminder :

- Do WP

- MUST GYMMMMMMM

- Go guitar and pool cca

- X mas eve

- X mas = work -.-

- Watch Sherlock Holmes

- Yuva's and huzy's bdays

I DUN WAN SCHOOL TO START, 2 MORE WEEKS, TMD!

That's it. You are no more.

2009-12-18T23:16:00.000-08:00

OMFG I AM JUMPING LIKE AN IDIOT RIGHT NOW. I CNT BELIEVE I JUS WITNESS DEATHLY HALLOWS SNEEK PEEK BEHIND E SCENES AND MOST IMPT, THE OFFICAL TEASER TRAILER!

OH MY HOLY MAMA, DAMMIT, GUYS MUS WATCH! NOV 2010, ABOUT 300 MORE DAYS!

( My music is overlapping the video, but nvm, visuals are good enough! )

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows from Cine PREMIERE on Vimeo.

2009-12-18T06:17:00.001-08:00

UCL DRAW:

VfB Stuttgart

Barcelona

Olympiakos

Bordeaux

Internazionale

Chelsea

Bayern Munich

Fiorentina

CSKA Moscow

Sevilla FC

Lyon

Real Madrid

FC Porto

Arsenal

AC Milan

Manchester United

'Jose Mourinho returns to Chelsea.'

DAMMIT, de ja vu i tell you. This few days i have been playing pes 10 ucl mode, and yea, i was facing inter using chelsea. WTF! SCARY STUFF WHEN HE COMES BACK TO STAMFORD BRIDGE!

Anw, tribute to nadiah aka HOMIE:

hahahahah!

Soccer today with vic,nigel,derek and jason was super shiok but tiring, Heh, alif soon with vic since we are so bored everyday.

On a brighter note, i am going to PARAMORE CONCERT ON MARCH 7 along with naddy,charmaine,daph,yuva who have cfm. YAYNESS! Means i gotta start finding a job if not i will go broke!

And i wanna watch AVATAR so much now, esp since everyone saying how good it is! ARGH, GEMS AND WP AND IDEAS GO AWAY PLS, though i dun care now, gotta do them sooner or later.

2009-12-16T22:06:00.000-08:00

I need to remind myself that many people's birthdays coming up.

- Faizah
- Hiang Keat
- Linus
- Ushaa
- Yuva

All from facebook's feeds. LOL. Yea, jus reminding myself about their bdays so i can wish them when the time comes. And becos, i am super bored now!

Heh, nevermind, going pool training!

2009-12-16T09:03:00.000-08:00

I AM IN LOVE WITH HAYLEY WILLIAMS!

For some reason, I went into a paramore craze when nadiah told me they coming to SG. Not like i am cfm going to the concert, but i duno why i look for paramore wallpapers, songs, videos and stare at dem for 1 hour plus plus.

This is crazy, i hate paramore in the past, now, i duno why, i am crazy over dem, or maybe jus hayley williams. And now i am so tempted to buy brand new eyes more den any other albums. Yes, even thh 3 days grace one. GOD, WAD'S WRONG WITH ME!

2009-12-14T09:15:00.000-08:00

I miss:

- Giving out flyers and getting scared by sudden barkings of dog.
- Tony Romas and people like vincent,huijun,joanne,gigi,cheryl,grace,desmond,edmund,reggie,... ( i'm tryin to remember all fo you.),etc.

Then again, i will procrastinate and complain about life if i spend my entire day working,GAH, guess i am a simple guy. Felt really bonded with the class today, we should have more <3 to <3 talks and ton in sentosa one day!

AWESOME day with 02's today at wavehouse.

Tired, will update tmr!

( edited )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOLYN CHEO BU!

Bused to vivo, seriously love long bus rides. Think i was e first, slack ard den go to vivo's national geographic store, dam cool ah, duno NG even has a store. Meet with e rest of our class. We went to vivo to decide wad to buy for jolyn. Think dam long, decided to buy zinc bag, but dun wan, went toy r us den finally, we bought her a NUM bag. Slack around at vivo, i saw zhao rong, LOL. Then went in to sentosa. Wavehouse is freaking cool la, superb ambience and environment. Drank a little whenny bit, den we sat around, take pics, play truth or dare, and finally had some heart to heart talks which i think really bond all of us tgt la.

Left e place at about 10 plus, trained home with e rest den went alif buy teh ping and walked home. For no reason, i cnt slp well at nite and when i woke up, i realise by stomach is having an ache, i cnt even stand straight. Lucky, now completely subsides alr! I think mus be of the
coffee + alcohol + weird mixture of 'cocktail ' + teh tarik ice.

Some pics which i think i look good in :

DAM DAM, holidays started but i already feel dam sian, so many projs due like WP,IDEAS,DVPA FILMING. Omg spare me la.

I duno wad to do today, either pooling,bballing,rotting. And i wan alif tonite, suddenly feel like eating pratas!

I am like a miracle waiting to happen.

2009-12-13T08:10:00.000-08:00

I know i am kinda slow, but i have a tumblr!

Follow me at:
bangkenvi.tumblr.com

Hope i can update both my blogger and tumblr most of the time! Dun wan be like nadiah,HAHAHA TSK.

Off to wavehouse tmr with 02!

2009-12-11T22:10:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO JUN JIE! And HB TO Yvette as well! (:

Seoul Garden with 02!

Pictures say the rest. Dun wanna type so much. Haha.

I got a feeling this term break will be super fast, heh, nvm. At least i think i am going pool soon with jing yang and terence, then monday going to wavehouse with 02s to celebrate jolyn's bday! I dun wan this 3 weeks to end!

Anw,Gym ytd with yuva,louis,hylman,nadiah and nina was (Y).

And i seriously need to move on and change. My life been too pathetic.

2009-12-10T08:16:00.000-08:00

FINALLY, THE 3 WEEK TERM BREAK BEGINS!

It's like omg, so dam fast la, this 3 weeks sure fly like hell, so mus cherish and enjoy. And i need to keep reminding myself that today is thursday, not friday. Dam funny, today on e bus to school, i felll aslp and had a dream, the dream was dat i was in e bus sitting in e exact spot, i woke up and realise i am still in e bus! so i jus dreamt of being in e bus while i am sleeping in e bus! LOL DAM FUNNY LA.

Fun day today. Handed in dvpa den went to eat seoul garden in marina square with louis, hylman, nina, fairli, charmaine, nadiah, amanda, joyce and jolyn. Since a long time havin steamboat, ate but not rly dat much. After dat walk around lifelessly wanting to look for jobs. Tried HMV and BORDERS but both failed, but good news, HMW actually sell ' LIFE STARTS NOW ' BY 3 DAYS GRACE. OMG OMG OMG OMG! but i did not buy,LOL.

Yea, so walk ard den at about 6 plus all go home, trained home with nadiah. Went red spot see vic and jason and co play bball, super crowded. Wanted to shoot but arm still strain. Then at nite went alif. Thanks vic for e pes 10! MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

anw, being pick pockets with jolyn and louis was super ROFL and funny, childish but super fun. HAHAHA.

Btw, i wan to :

- grow my hair longer, its too short and thin and FUGLY.
- dye it brown!
- buy a new tee
- buy a new skinny
- buy a new pair or sneakers.

$$$ COME,why does money makes ppl so happy? lol.

going off to sleep now, super tired. First day of the break which is tmr, will be going to jun jie cousin bbq at cdans. Oya, gyming with nadiah,yuva,louis,nina and hylman tmr!

(Y).

Someone pls remind me to do ivp and econs on BB pls!

' What's wrong with everyone?
The good will prevail, for the better, i will come. '

How true. The good never wins.

2009-12-07T07:17:00.000-08:00

Benson =

- just played bball with 7 other people, (Y).
- Cut his hair
- Wanted to redye it again
- Going to the gym early in e morning with louis and yuva!
- Is having a headache
- Just finished his gem personality test.
- happy that econs is over and holiday is starting!
- needs to start on his DVPA soon
- is going to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

Cool and fast way to update.

' Maybe, I was right. You are not the worth. '

2009-12-06T06:52:00.000-08:00

On December 4, 2009, Fatu was hospitalized after his wife found him not breathing with blood coming out of his nose a few hours after he had fallen asleep the night before while watching television. He was rushed to a local hospital in Houston, Texas and was admitted into the Intensive Care Unit. It was reported that Fatu had suffered a heart attack. Fatu was pronounced dead around 6:00 PM EST after suffering a second heart attack.

RIP EDDIE FATU AKA UMAGA!

Tmr econs, gd luck everyone!

2009-12-05T08:23:00.000-08:00

HAHA.
Dam dumb la, i dun even noe the post it was on my back and i went to e toilet and back still laughing at the louis's post it when i also had one. LOL.

It suppose to be ' KICK ME ' at the back. But cnt see cos too blur and only see blank piece of paper, so i added ' BENSON ' using photoshop into it and set as my fb dp. COOL EH!

MAN CITY VS CHELSEA IN ARD 1 HOUR TIME!

I CANNOT WAIT!

BYE BYE.

2009-12-04T09:02:00.000-08:00

Sherlock Holmes. Gosh i must watch dis movie!

Hate fridays now. Break effing long. Econs was ok. 3 hours break slack with yuva,kesh,louis and samuel. Then me and louis alone since yuva went gems, went to spgg play pool. First time go dere. Dam cool, tables better and more cooler den mob. Lost to louis! OMG! I think he is going to blog about it soon!

IDEAS was _l_ Worst den ONOW. Why tf are we taking dis shit? Was so tired and eyes super teary during the lesson. Went home wanting to bball with jason,wl and wx but then i lay on my bed and slp till 8 -.- Watched hbp. Finished drag me to hell and angels & demons alr, all thanks to yuva for the movies. Den went walk one round with wq to alif and home.

ECONS AH ECONS. MONDAY ~~MST ALR.~~ CA1 ZZZZZ. Need mug during weekends. Think going to be fucking no life and rotting at home to study. Or i think going JE with nigel and khai,who wan come! Going to get my tekken 6 from khai alr! PS jing yang, u jio me study, if u can come je tell me. LOL. West > East! MUAHAHAHAHHAHA.

miracle! paramore! :

We've learned to run from
Anything uncomfortable
We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken
I tried to patch things up again
To cut my tears and kill these fears
But have I told you how I..

Lyrics say so much. So true. So deep and reflective.

Go slp alr, nites world. Gotta do some serious muggin for good tmr. ZZZZZ.

The world is so fuking full of ironic fucks.
It's best to keep it all in again. Just before it is able to leak and run out of control again.

Change is coming for me. For good and for real.

2009-12-03T08:37:00.001-08:00

CHECK THIS OUT!

DAM SAD AND INSPIRING, AND ITS NOT A GHOST POP UP, IT IS SERIOUSLY
A DAM HEROIC STORY:

http://www.tackfilm.se/en/?id=1259851788786RA54

On a side note, this does not concern me but i wonder why people are so childish nowadays. 17 and counting, stil want to act stupid. I am not defending anyone because this is none of my prob, i am jus saying how i feel. I am not naming names because i dun wan to BLOG about such stuffs, because it tells alot about you. Sorry.

anyway, what are i am going to do with you now, tell me.

2009-12-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
Your little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
Your little spies

Boring but productive day today. LOL. IVP was like waste of my time. Cnt believe dat i am late. I actually missed 2 buses in a row. Zai. Ended so early, so me,yuva and nina decided to go to main library and study. And i am so proud of myself, i actually managed to study all 4 chapters and did my mock! Cool. Then waited for louis to end den go fc 5 makan kfc.

So me, louis and yuva actually plan to go to gym like once a week from next week onwards. It's seiously time to beef my self up, yuva, LOL. I think he is going to be a giant. Hope i wun like give up halfway though. :x

After sku played bball with jason and co, 3 v 3 full court, tired, fun and crazy. Homed, and charles out of sg idol. YAY. NW test tmr, good luck everyone!

So how?

2009-11-30T04:26:00.000-08:00

Win Liverpool, 2-0.
Win Manchester United, 1-0.
And now, Win Arsenal, 3-0.

Awesome, just awesome. The big four matches, we won every one of them currently, conceeded 0 goals. It's been a long time since chelsea looked solid at e back and impressive and grinding out results. Victory against Arsenal was not by far grinding, we played on the breaks and scored 3 goals. Admist all the Arsenal's possession and stylish football, they lost.

Best season to expect!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HYLMAN NASH!

I hope my fringe is not turnin curly. TMD! Lessons today was boring as usual, Nina woke up late for Gems again! Naughty ah. LOLS. Then doing mock for NW. Bought sp shirt durin break, haha, realised my black one from flagday is too big, so buy one to wear, if not no more clothes. WP due tmr, have fun compiling the proposal, louis!

Let's see: Econs MST nex week, gosh, i need to start studying. Latest by this thursday. I hope.

Ignorance

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge, but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same (No!)
We're not the same (Way!)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah, the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good Hey! (x2)

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out (x2)

Ignorance is your new best friend (x2)

And this is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person, but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same No!
We're not the same No!
Oh we're not the same
Yeah, the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good Hey!
It's good

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out (x2)

Ignorance is your new best friend (x4)

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out (x2)

Going alif with wq,jason and vic soon. Been a long time cos of haji. HOHO. Wonder why i am updating so freaking much, seriously too much time to burn. I shall keep empty promises like I always do and say i will not update anymore, but in the end, i guess i will.

' Pretend No more.
Let's be more than this, coz it's been like that for too long. '

2009-11-28T07:19:00.000-08:00

Revamped my music playlist.
Push all the 3 Days grace songs to the back and added some cool paramore and boys like girls.
HAYLEY WILLIAMS = <3

Anw, the time is coming when all the stuffs are due and it's time to be hardworking. Alot of stuffs due la! Shall remind myself:

1) Psychology Report due on wk 13
2) WP proposal and storyboard : Wk 7 : Coming tuesday
3) Econs MST wk 8
4) NW CA TEST wk 7 : Coming Thursday
5) DVPA SCRIPT WK 8
6) IPRA DUE ON DEC 1, BUT HAVEN EVEN VISIT THAT PLACE YET. WTH?

AND TONS OF STUFFS ON WEEK 12. ZZZZZZZZ.

This weekend super boring. Gotta do my wp soon! And no cca for 2 weeks.

On a side note:

Awesome pic, arsenal tmr, the blues will roll on.

Thick-skinned bastards.

2009-11-26T22:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO REYTTO!
You super cute!

DVPA was super fun like always. This week go film on fc 6 stuffs, yuva pro ar, getting on the ladies. Then econs was again, playing psp and pretending to listen. Folo-ed class to plaza sing to walk walk, then the rest watchin NEW MOON, since i dun like twilight and since i got family gathering, i nvr watch. Ate kfc den walk walk around since we gt nth do do with louis, yuva and nina.

Went to changi duno where for family gathering/ reytto bday and buffet. Dam cool, andrew was being cool in the piano. Food was cool. Nth much cos i was like drinking beer with dad and other relatives. Drank like 3 mugs den feel high alr, omg, dam weak. Den going home fell aslp in e car while dad was dam funny, i think he also got a bit tipsy. Reach home and had a WONDERFUL sleep till 1 pm today.

Long weekends ahead, duno wad to do, maybe bballing ltr. Then duno if i should go buy guitar cos i think Bing can lend me. Tmr meeting with eileen and nigel, i guess?

Should have known better
Than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go, go, go again

I suddenly realise dis song is so true.

That same old feeling keeps coming back.
As much as I hate to admit it.

2009-11-24T08:02:00.000-08:00

ROFL JASON ASK ME TO SEE THIS.
DONE I CREDIT U ALR!

omg man! 89 balls in a 9 feet table. Dam funny, all e balls cluster tgt!

IVP TMR! TMD!
Gl luck everyone, playing soccer in sp, no point staying in sp for like 30 mins. -.-

on a side note,

I cnt stop laughing at ms and alex.

Gdnite.

2009-11-23T07:45:00.001-08:00

9-1
( defoe 5 goals )
For the record, i dun support Spurs.

Completely speechless at how spurs killed wigan at white hart lane. I msg several people and 3/4 of them replied WTF. Dam funny. I am still laughing at the scoreline now.

After seeing wq and jason got their new phones, i so wanted to get a new one too. SLIDE. oh well, i am going broke, better not whine and complain. WP TEST TMR! I DUNO HOW TO STUDY! IVP DUE ON WED! AND ECONS MST COMING UP, AND ALL I DO IN ECONS IN SLEEP DURING E LECTURES. OMG BENSON!

I seriously hope i wun flunk in guitars if i wan to take it up. Still pretty unsure.

2 is better then 1. Boys like girls = (Y)

Just like that, it fades away.

2009-11-21T09:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALEXANDER AND CHARMAINE!
ohhhhhhh!

Good day. Played pool with jason & vic in town. Then go find louis and his gf go pennisular see see guitars. I srsly duno wad to do and if i shld really go into guitarist club. No musical backgrd and zero knowledge about guitar, i scare i cnt commit and give up. Haiz.

Anw, then go meet vic and and jason to eat at JustAcia. Not bad, set meals with free flow of soft drinks, and ice creams. Plus very nice ' scenery '. Ate till we completely bloated. Then bused all e way from suntec to batok. Shiok, i love long bus rides, can take ur time listen music, see views, (Y)(Y). Okay i am so easily contented. -.-

Miss 3 goals but heck, COS CHELSEA WHACK WOLVES 4-0.

I realised that I just need that someone special in my life.

2009-11-19T07:52:00.001-08:00

ECONS IS KILLING ME!

Super hard, i cannot believe i am doing maths in MEDIA COMM!
TSK TSK.

But she cheered me up. I used to hate paramore in the past. For some reasons,i duno why this few days i seem to like HAYLEY WILLIAMS a lot! Nice voice and super cool plus cute! Omg, i am in love with her.

School was boring, do IDEA durin break and skip lecture. DVPA was super fun! hehe. Then went for pool. Dam empty today, played with charissa from 3 to 5 non stop, about 10 plus games. Shiok Bodoh. And charissa dragonball me! OMG. haha, charissa be my master la, HAHA. But so happy cos i manage to beat ___ ( the guy who i forget his name again, think is rui ren?)

Apart from hayley williams craze, i think i wanna play bball everyday from now on. So dam fun.

My msn keep crashin for no reason, OMG, it better dun be bugged or wad. zzzzzz!

Gd nite.

2009-11-16T08:00:00.000-08:00

2012:

I cnt believe this movie can make me feel so disturbed and scared. If all these were true, 3 years left. Gotta cherish every people, every moment, every wish. And if it is just a rumour, all these certainly tell me how fragile our lives can be.

Go play pool ytd den watch 2012 with jason,vic and chloe. Movie was alright. Special effects played a main part, storyline soso. 5/10

Alif den went home. School today was boring, play bball in e evening though.

IDEA sucks la.

I am not a tool for your emotional experiment.
Get it?

2009-11-14T07:43:00.000-08:00

Today

Nothing much. Today went play bball with vic, bob, some random 24 year old guy from sp last time who is quite friendly, jason and wen liang. So long since i bball, like a few weeks? Super fun. Shiok bodoh.

Been watchin drag me to hell from lappy cos yuva gave me, after dat is Angels & Demons. I am so going to take my time for drag me to hell.

2012. Maybe i shall catch that movie real soon.

Yesterday

School = boring. Hate long breaks doing nth la, so me,louis,nina and fairli went to library to play taboo. IDEA was stupid, nex fri due, fook.

Then went to 4e3 bbq. Met huzaifah den nigel and kulesha. A pity very few ppl came. Did nth much. But talked alot with peeps like huzy, nigel, habib, madan, and kulesha. Been so long, haha, yea. Then went alif with nigel to makan.

Ernest, organise chalet la!

Think i catchin 2012 with jason & co tmr.

My fb = super lag.

Hope my mum wun kp me if i watch england vs brazil. Monday coming again soon, super sian.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN KHOO! (:

' Being good = nothing.
Being bad = everything.
No point, best is to be a bastard like everyone else. '

2009-11-12T07:57:00.000-08:00

For no Fucking reason.
And what did i even do?

Haters. Jokers. Fakers. Pretenders.

I think everyone of us belongs to one of this.

How True.

Anyway, dvpa was alright, done with my econs 3 too! Tmr going for 4e3 bbq, hope i will enjoy it lar. Super tired of shits. Best is to heck and fuck. Just watche the wrestlemaina match between HBK and undertaker. Super good. Best match watched in a while. (Y).

2009-11-11T07:36:00.000-08:00

That's what you get.

Super slpy + Super tired.
BUT..

I COMPLETED MY DVPA! THANKS NADIAH FOR PRINTING AH! (Y).

And,

RIP to Robert Enke
The footballing world will miss you.

On 10 November 2009, at age 32, Enke committed suicide when he was hit by a regional express train at a level crossing in Eilvese, Neustadt am Rübenberge.^[25]^[26] Police confirmed a farewell letter was discovered but would not publicise its details

Today boring day. Went to town with charissa,germaine and khairul. Then stayed back to watch sports day with khairul cos we have no life. Then went and play bball a while with Berner. I hope i dun look retard cos i duno wad to wear for tmr's presentation. -.-

Fuck.
Why can I even be bothered so much?

2009-11-09T07:11:00.000-08:00

1-0! What more could i ask for!
5 points clear! (Y).

School sucks apart from Gems, I think Nina knows why. Feel so effing sick, should not have gone to school. Right now, i feeling so sweaty, and i duno why i am breathing difficultly, i btr not die. But for e sake of my dmc, i must make it to school!

I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me

Straight through my heart
(A single bullet) got me
I can’t stop the bleeding
O-oh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can’t believe it

Michelle Branch + Backstreet boys lyrics = (Y)(L).

' It has always been the same. Is it? '

Either i am too clever for my ownself or i am too naive.

This is getting a bit too stupid. And i swore to myself i cannot take this anymore. Benson will never hang in the thin air waiting to be catch. It either ends or begins, full stop. And all along, only you youself know.

If i dun slp now, i may collapse, gdnite. And thanks for my bro for his part in my DVPA!

2009-11-07T09:19:00.000-08:00

I should not lie to myself anymore.

Should have known better
Than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try
I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now
I know
Cause here we go, go, go again

Today went for fun pool, kinda boring but dam funny la. The grp names dam funny plus some of the games. Then end at like 6. Went to queensway walk walk with charissa. Walk in circles. Then had kfc and went to ikea. We duno like laugh for how long at kfc and ikea. We seriously dam siao la. Then bused home and met vic and jason for alif. (Y). Laugh at the clubs logo and other things. ROFL DAY.

When i heard clement got a lampard limited edition card, i seriously dam tempted. So me and jason bought 2 packs of match attax and vic bought 1 pack. I GOT SIR ALEX FERGUSON. ROFL. LOUSY CARD LA! No chelsea players only cech, then suddenly rmb last time my lampard foil and terry are all in my wallet which i lost like a long time ago. Haiz.

Time for me to get started on my DVPA, big match tmr. Jason going for chalet. And i hope i am not sick. :o

What should i do.

2009-11-06T06:55:00.000-08:00

Because the only person worth trusting in the world, is yourself.

49 more hours to chelsea vs man u.
I seriously cannot wait. Chelsea so going to win! MUAHAHAHAHA.
I dun care wad my parents say about having 8 am class on monday,
I AM GOING TO WATCH!

School today. NW was alright. ECONS was boring, so hard, wad demand and supply -.- then during 3 hr break, all got gems, duno wad to do, so me,nina and louis went to Breeks at marina square to have lunch, last time also go dere with class. Dam funny la, haha, den jus nice 3 pm reach school for IDEA. LOL. Ridiculous module la, wasting my time. Still got CA due in a fortnight, and the tcher dam funny la, he talk will have draggy voice at the end,LOL ROFL. And alex and ms are seriously making me LMAO. Then met nigel after dat.

I am so going to do dvpa soon. Fri, time to sleep properly tonite. Tmr going for fun pool. HAHA. Ya. For now, gd bye.

I am tired of this shit.
And I hate myself for all these.

' Break from everyone, because only you know wad you want. '
3Dg.

2009-11-03T02:58:00.000-08:00

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

I have been listening to this song for quite many times recently. How true the lyrics are. Daughtry FTW!

Today sku was boring, WP was alright, lucky i am not lost! And oh ya:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMANDA PHUA! (Y)

On a side note, i realised that this sunday is CHELSEA VS MAN U! OMG, I cnt wait la, hope parents wun nag cos match at 12 and monday got gems at 8am -.- SIAN. Chelsea will pawn man u ass! Right charissa? LOL.

IVP tmr, first ever lesson, wonder what it will be like. 8 to 11 only, i dun feel like going school alr, 3 hours den nothing liao, wasting my time la. ZZZZZZZZ.

Tell me that you are worth it.
& after so long,
it may be time to unmask once and for all.

2009-10-31T21:40:00.000-07:00

4-0, again, 13 goals in 3 games

Ya man, another trashing, made even better dat liverpool lost, but arsenal and man u won -.-
Oh well, chelsea is the only ever thing dat can make my day.

Chelsea is <3

Sunday. Bball i guess? Tmr got gems, Tmd la, wasting my time. Got ca1 for dvpa due nex nex wk, SIAN LA. But guess in 2 weeks times, i will be going for 4e3 chalet! I GUESS.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here?
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holdin' on to silly things I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of this beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

PARAMORE!
3DG STILL ROCKS.

Easily deceived,and things will be different.
Yet again.

2009-10-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

Lyrics that make my day. Stupid day, nw and econs was boring. Rotted with khai den manage to go for pool training, these few days, though i am a noob, i still keep losing games. Sian ttm. I stayed so long just for the lecture at 5 pm, seems like we need to do a clip for SMA or wadeva la, ca1 for dvpa due nex nex week, WTF.

Ya life sucks. And as though eileen khoo knowing huijun wasn't small enugh to describe e world, i went wm and i saw liu wanqing at e interchange, going out from wm saw felicia,elizabeth and jiayi, dam small i tell you. Go home, den alif with vic and his fren, talked a lot. (Y).

Ya,weekends, time to play some serious bball or soccer or pool, jason in genting,sian!

Anyway, u are starting to be a bastard. I am feeling pissed, and i am telling you, u redefine hypocrite. So many people are, u are even bigger. And you know wad, as much as i hate to admit to you, you suck. Stop fooking me liddat. I cannot stand you anymore. And i wonder why i ever think of you being good at the first place. Or maybe i am jus tired, i am slpy, and u keep bullshitting to me all these crap and den do another thing behind. I sound a bit exagarrated, but i cannot control myself anymore. Fuck you.

How wonderful it is if i could just put ur name here, but i wun. Mutual respect. Get a life and stop faking. I hate fakers, and perhaps dat's why i am like this all along.

Erupt.

2009-10-29T08:48:00.001-07:00

Omg, i watch to watch this show so badly, megan fox is goddam hot, Ok hylman, i take back my words,she may not be a guy afterall!

And this pic of lars in tekken 6 is dam cool, seriously, tekken 6 is the only game that i played in arcade apart from time crisis 4. And i spam tekken 5 in psp, tekken 6 annouced that psp version coming soon, I AM SO HAPPY! WOOOOOT. FIRST TO BUY/DL THE GAME I TELL YOU!

School today. Dvpa i think its kinda dam fun! Finally i did smth dat is ultra related to my course. So cool calling ' cut! ' and watchin charissa,yuva and amanda act. LOL. Esp when yuva fall and dance, most rofl dvpa ever.

Econs tutorial was boooooooooooooring. Went for pool, i played like 7 games today and lost all, OMG LA, Dam noob, jonathan sibei zai, lucky i nvr get dragon ball. Need train for pool alr! After dat went walk walk in bugis, see someone cool buy suspenders, disk, sushi and more? HAHA,bus-ed home and den i cnt believe i am such a good kid, i did my econs tutorial! (Y) job benson!

Tmr no gems, no idea, but got wad dvpa brief at 5 pm, means i got free time from 12 to 5, -.- I can even go home lor, nvm, guess i can only meet who else, khai again,LOL. Yea, fun pool postponed, let's see wad to do on sat, most prob bball or soccer. -.-

Gd nite to u. (:

' I felt what i feel was right, cos i dun force it.
I kept it within, and only you can tell me when
to unleash everything. You know. '

2009-10-27T21:52:00.000-07:00

Never.

Ever.

Again.

2009-10-26T08:23:00.000-07:00

I FEEL PISSED.
I FEEL SLPY.
I FEEL DUMB.

ALL BECAUSE MY FACEBOOK IS NOT WORKING!
ARGH,U CAN SAY I AM A FB ADDICT, THOUGH I MAY DENY IT.

MY FACEBOOK SUPER DOWN, SADDED.

Now that my fb is not working, i am SUPER GODAM BORED TO THE ULTIMATE MAX DAT U CAN EVER IMAGINE.

What is this? Nvm, i am so bored dat i posted a random pic taken today by ~~idk who~~ AMANDA PHUA THE PHOTOGRAPHER! SEE! Credit done. I liked it cos i am so happy my dye is so nice! MUAHAHAHAH. I hope my hair stays e same, i dun wan to cut and redye. On a side not, nadiah's new hair color is (Y).

Gems today was rofl, i drew tree. LOL. I wanna relax, i am dam tired, physically and mentally,LOL. I sound like some emo shit, nah, i am jus physically tired. :)

Maybe i shall keep my love lockdown and may u find the key to it,LOL SUPER LAME, SORRY, NO FB DEN I BECOME SO WEIRD. NITES!

2009-10-24T23:46:00.000-07:00

COME ON BLUES~

5 - 0
5 STARS

Ytd 5-0 thumping of blackburn was by far the most impressive performance chelsea put up this season. Joe cole coming back was superb, he jus look like a player of the old. It could have been 6 or even 7 to nothing, but well, 5-0 is good enough. Now, i can sit back and relax while man u and liverpool slog it out.

Ya, i am bored, so i wanna say:

HELLO QUENNA!

Lol. School starts at 8 tmr cos of gem! Sian ttm!

2009-10-23T10:36:00.000-07:00

LOL ROFL. I LOVE FAIL BLOG. This pic made my day. LMAO.
If u cnt read e words, it says ' mine is tight' and its a board game! LOL.

Today friday, nw was alright. Econs tutorial was dam short, 30 min. So went to fc 6 and slack with yuva and kesh, den meet khai and slack in sp. Anw, happy bday ernest, ps nvr went to jp to celebrate.

Ya dats about it, nite went alif with vic and wq. Saw hao jie on e way home, sit under void deck and talk cock.

I think admist all these shit, i feel e worst. I dun say, i dun reveal cos dats me, and everytime, i jus hope u know. This is none of my problem, i feel like bursting right now, i duno wad i want, i duno wad to expect becos i duno even noe wad others expect of me. I jus hope all these will not turn out to be nth. It better not.

Ciaos, gd nite people.

I am always here.
It's just up to you to see it or not, if not, there's nth i can do.

End of my rant, i am a happy guy, i am not emo.

2009-10-22T07:15:00.001-07:00

' I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did
Or was I always in the way
(was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say
To just make you stay '

2009-10-21T08:40:00.001-07:00

I make empty promises all the time. Like now, i am updating my blog. At least some people are reading it. Heh. Now i realise i dun mean wad i say, i mean wad i dun say most of the time. Dat is super random, i know.

Today no school, super good, went alif makan breakfast with vic, most of e time is suppers, now breakfast, kinda cool. Went home, rot and play bball with sean,jason and wx. Watched sg idol, i am so happy that faizal and tabitha are still in, the rest, i dun like them. LOL. Ya, tmr start at 8, sian TTM. Lucky friday no ideas, i no gems! End at 12 on friday, so early, guess i shall meet with khai and do lame stuffs and have fun. HAHA.

Nice song: Someone who cares

hope u guys listen to it! This song is super sad, super true, super real. And for your information, i am not emo! I jus love 3dg, 3dg is nvr emo, though theirs songs are. :X

Every street in this city
Is the same to me
Everyone's got a place to be
But there's no room for me
Am I to blame?
When the guilt and the shame hang over me
Like a dark cloud,
That chases you down in the pouring rain.

It's so hard to find someone
Who cares about you,
But it's easy enough to find someone
Who looks down on you

Why is it so hard to find someone
Who cares about you?
When it's easy enough to find someone
Who looks down on you

It's not what it seems
When you're not on the scene
There's a chill in the air
But there's people like me
That nobody sees so nobody cares

Why is it so hard to find someone
Who cares about you?
When it's easy enough to find someone
Who looks down on you
Why is it so hard to find someone
Who can keep it together
When you've come undone?
Why is it so hard to find someone
Who cares about you?

I swear this time it won't turn out
The same 'cause now I've got myself to blame
And you'll know where we'll end up
On the streets that is easy enough
To find someone who looks down on you

Why is it so hard to find someone
Who cares about you?
When it's easy enough to find someone
Who looks down on you
Why is it so hard to find someone
Who can keep it together
When you've come undone?
Why is it so hard to find someone
Who cares about you?

Goodbye, and u noe i always do. :)

2009-10-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

I don't want to be some gay shit updating my blog everyday, when no one cares. But i am god dam bored, no choice have to update to pass time!

School today. Gems was boring, but ice breaker was ' fun ', LOL @ all the actions, yea, nth much for 1st gem lesson though. IPRA was trudy again, i am starting to appreciate her more, becos i had econs lecture today and realised, the lecturer was SUPER BORING, her voice sounded so weird den it seemed like a lullaby. I am being bad, oh well. Break again was fc 6 with louis and yuva, den IPRA AGAIN den news writing, i duno why,i seem to like NW alot. Lol. Homed but managed to play bball with sean,jason,berner,and archille. Fun.

My eye lids are closing,but i wil stay awake! Was blog hopping and came across w508:

and i love it alot. It look super like my phone now, w980. Its flipped, and the touch screen is like so similar to 980, and its WHITE! omgomg, i like white phone la, my black w980 is so ugly, nvm benson, dun complain.

Tmr got web publishing, i hope its not another ITB pls. I am going to be a good boy this sem and listen during lectures! :)

Lucky i nvr take gems, cos wed no school! Right? For now, i shall rot infront on my lappy till i drop to sleep. I shall try not to update anymore.

so many pretenders,fakers, am i one?

2009-10-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL STARTING TMR!

Oh my god.

As if time passes so fast, just like dat, its a new sem. I hate the new timetable, but i like my tue,wed and thur though. So maybe i dun hate my new timetable afterall! I need to wake up at 630am tmr because my first ever lesson is GEM and its at 8am.

SIAN TTM! I feel dam lazy and sian for myself and nina. ZZZZZZ.

Oh, i saw linus's msn, and realised its 7 more weeks to holidays! YAY.

Anyway, _l_ to you,you,you and you. 4 diff persons. Okay nvm, i am being dam bad. But i dun care. New start tmr! Hope i can slp.

Btw, Chelsea lost, but GO ON BLUEESSSSSSS!

SIAN, i so badly wanted to get back to the days or near bball/pool/soccer everyday, i feel dam sad now!

RIP ' AH BENG ' AKA GHIM CHEW. U WILL BE REMEMBERD, THANKS FOR E SWEETS. DIS MAY SOUND EFFING GAY, BUT I WILL MISS YOU.

Hope the rumours dat u are dead are not true, appear!

I hope my hair dye is not fading, DAM BLACK NOW LA MY HAIR!

2009-10-14T09:32:00.001-07:00

Today

Went out with vic,jason,nigel,wq,keslyn and Jl. At ferst went to wm slack slack, seriously, i wanna get myself a tekken 6 card so much, but well, i dun wan spend unnesscessary $. Acutally wan go Bugis, in the end, go town and guess wad, we pool-ed. After dat go eat at Cine, went to eat BBQ chix. Haha. (Y).

Then watched Surrogates. Nice show, i duno why i liked it a lot. Bus-ed home and den went alif and went home. I seriously should stop spending, pocket money come come!

And i saw Joanne at town, super small world huh.

Yesterday

Went to Ww's chalet with jason,vic,wq and kes. But go dere, realised the birthday boy, or rather man was already drunk. So nvr get to wish him and passed him the vodka, so we go talk talk to ppl like Eugene, drank some beer, rofl. Esp Chivas. LOL. Yea, ton till like 1am den alif den go home. Went ton later wan, but nvm la, too shag also.

She's Got a Boyfriend Now

Boys Like Girls

(Hey, Whoa)(We've to wait, Whoa)

We were seventeen and invincible
Had the world figured out and the girl on my shoulders
Told me everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa, Oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa, Oh)

Yeah maybe we were in high school
But you never see the ending
When you're young and not pretending
Singing everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa, Oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
Buried her deep inside
Stars go kill my eyes...

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now

(Whoa)(We've to wait, Woah)

Then I took a trip out to LA
For the girl with a smile that could take your breath away
I'm thinking everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa, Oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa, Oh)

Maybe I thought I could sweep in and
Sweep her off her feet and go right back to Boston
Thinking everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa, Oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
The streets keep holding on but now she's so far gone...

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's on the west coast and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now,

Take me back to you somehow
And everything that I know now it's so hard
I tore us apart
Take me back to feeling like the world
Would just keep dealing me the right cards
Now you're just so far

And I'm 23 and invincible
Got the world figured out and a bird on my shoulders
Told me everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa, Oh)
And when is everything gonna be alright?...

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
Cause then she goes,
I wish that I could press rewind somehow
But she's got a boyfriend now...

(Whoa) (We've to wait, Whoa)
(She's got a boyfriend now)
(Whoa) (We've to wait, Woah)
(She's got a boyfriend now)
(Whoa)

Take your,
Take your breath away

Take your,
Take your breath away...

My leg is super itchy now, my eyes are super heavy now. Lol. I jus found out gems start on the ferst week, IF i am not wrong. That means i need to wake up at 6 plus this coming monday! WAAAAA..SIAN 1/2. Plus the ferst ever lesson i have is not even my course, is a GEM. ZZZ, i am starting to dread this coming sem of mondays and fridays,sucks. But well, tue,wed and thur aint bad too.

Now i realised the 2 biggest mistakes human make is taking things for granted and not putting themeselves into other ppl's shoes. Everyone does it, like me, but at least i know. Neh, deres super random i noe.

Pool training tmr!

It's all about you everytime.
You not me.

2009-10-12T08:28:00.001-07:00

I am multitasking, chatting with peeps on msn and blogging.

Psychology and Counselling!

Gems reg today was ridiculous. I have to bloody drag myself from bed at 830am. Set my alarm on snooze for like how many times, and den i was getting ready 10 mins before my appt time. And it was stupid, i click and i miss the friday slot. 3 hours break, perfect timing to take gems, and i miss it! But i consider myself lucky, cos i got the mon 8-10am slot, heard Psychology and Counselling is dam hard to get. But need to wake up on monday dam early! ARGH.

But super sian, cos i actually plan for friday slot den khai got prayers, den i cnt get in to fri, can get in for monday, i thot like maybe can same gem. Then charissa and khai, both like before e their appt time go log in already, both miss my slot. Super sian la, plan so good la den now both of dem go other gems. Lucky for me, and lucky nina manage to get in, at least i am not alone.

Does anyone knows when Gems starts?

World was effing small, today i go town i actually saw grace and cheryl from TR, omg man, dam small. Tmr going for ww's bday chalet. Den wed or sat going out with vic and co also. Yea,busy days ahead.

Anway:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIWEN! :)
I WANT RIDE YOUR CAR MORE NEX TIME!

I am going to be fucking broke. This week having a lot of things that $ has to be spent. Super pain u noe. Lucky mum has paid for my bus concession already. I swear i am going to find a job soon or during the holiday, i need $, i wan $, i love $. This holiday i was too slack, i am starting to feel pain, school reopen, time to start saving up. Work if possbile and save save save.

This world sucks, everything revolves around $. So dam materialistic.

Okay i shall not procrastinate about Gems anymore. But then since i am bored, i shall type my timetable for my new sem since i got my gems.

Mon: 8 to 5
Tue: 12 to 5
Wed: 8 to 11
Thur: 8 to 2
Fri: 8 to 5

Mon and fri sucks la. 8 to 5. I gt so many days end at 5pm. Only get to wake up late on 1 day. ZZZZZ. And there's still pool traning. Nevermind, i shall cope with it and stop complaining, i sound like a fag.

Gdbye.